AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!
Break down
Outside the sun is shining, but it’s too cold for me
I’ve been holding on for so long
now it is obvious to see
The face in the mirror is pail and and shows fatigue
Others moms are buzzing
they are in a whole different league
I feel left behind by myself and by my health
My kids are my lifeline
my only piece of wealth
I wish I could go running, or dance out all frustration
but my sport loving character
has taken a long vacation
I try to be positive and am happy with what I’ve got
but sometimes I just cry
for the millionth thing I forgot
I’m not yet halfway thirty, a mom in every way
But this damn bad health
apparently is here to stay
With all this crying, I hope I do not bother you
It’s just that I’m in so much pain
that I don’t know what to do!!!
